Losing My Appetite for Cynicism
SEVERAL YEARS AGO, through a series of bad experiences, I developed for a short time a quirky, negative attitude toward banks. At the time, I ministered and provided for my family through free-lance writing and itinerant speaking, and we endured a long period of financial pressure. Any unexpected expense was a blow, and over a period of a month or two, several of those blows came from the bank. With no margin in our checking account, we made a recording error, writing a large check and not entering it in the register. Before we knew it, four checks had bounced, and for each one the bank charged an nsf fee of twenty dollars—eighty dollars in all! Other things happened that compounded the pressure I felt. I deposited a check from someone that later came back unpaid, and the bank charged me an extra fee for that person's nsf check. In the local news at the time, a bank in Chicago incurred a public relations fiasco by announcing their intention to charge three dollars each time a customer used a human teller instead of the atm machine. To me, it seemed banks were suddenly becoming predators. I was under pressure and my emotions spilled over one day at a convenient target. "Banks are leeches," I said to my wife when I received one of the fee notices. Sounds pretty irrational, but nevertheless I did not withdraw my vast fortune and stuff it under the mattress. And my sanity returned to where I understood that banks are a business with the same profit motive as any other business. I admit this bit of foolishness in order to show you something about myself: under certain circumstances my thinking can become distorted. If I am under enough pressure and others inflict enough pain on me, I can become cynical. Such was the case, as outlined ...
Like the preview? To read this complete article
and 18,013 more in the archive—JOIN NOW!
Easily find high-quality, well-researched materials that provide a Christian perspective on topics ranging from headlines to history.
Start using this invaluable tool TODAY for preparing your Bible studies, presentations, class lectures, sermons, meetings, and more.
|
It's easy and quick to join:
Brought to You by Christianity Today Int'l |  |
|
| 
Find similar articles
E-mail this page
