JOURNAL OF A BROKEN MINISTRY
Name withheld
October 1, 1986
When charges of sexual misconduct are brought against a pastor, the denomination has to act—either to clear a name or clear the pulpit. And in either case, it wants to prevent further damage and begin the healing process. A New Zealand pastor on such an investigating committee jotted his reactions during the experience. Although names and details have been altered, this true story offers insight into pastoral temptation, sin, and guilt—and their effect on a church. Sunday, March 3. Just before tonight's service, Ian [the author's senior pastor] called me into his office. He had been asked to help resolve allegations that a fellow pastor in our denomination was involved in an immoral relationship with a woman in his congregation. When he asked if I could travel with him tomorrow, I was surprised. But when Ian told me the pastor's name, my spirit plummeted. Not Tom! I could hardly concentrate tonight while assisting in the service. I was thinking of Tom's service, wondering what he was thinking as he stood before his people and realized that if the accusation is proven, this might be his last time. How would Tom handle the kind words spoken unknowingly to him at the close? Tonight he must have felt the freedom of their affection, knowing that next time it could be so different. I still want to deny the whole thing. How can it be true? We have known each other so long. Tom's a recognized spiritual leader, a father, a respected teacher and guide to so many of God's people. Dear God, this can't be true. If Tom can be brought down, what hope is there for any of us? Monday, March 4. Not much sleep last night. As I rushed to throw a few things into a travel bag, I wondered, Do I need to take my Bible? Of course, for all we ...
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